Grrrrrrrr

Well, it finally happened, today is my grrrrr day... I've been doing so well since I quit ALMOST a week ago (tomorrow will be that day).... but all I can think about this morning is having a smoke... I won't have one,smoking cessation, this is not an SOS, this is a post to let everyone know that this damn nicodemon sneaks up on you out of nowhere.Why is it that all of a sudden I can't think of one single reason to stay quit? Another thing I can't stop thinking about is that post yesterday about statistics, that one that told me I still have 30-50% chance of getting lung cancer even after quitting smoking, I didn't know that before and I kinda wish I didn't know that now. I guess I know why I'm in such a mood... the nicodemon has come for a visit,Herbal cigarettes, like the damn grim reaper, but it won't work... I'm about to kick him in his *blanks*.People, stay strong! Fight back!!! We can do this!Now excuse me while I go kick some ash.