I'm not whining, but.............

I AM!!Cr@p - I am so tired of this extra weight! UUUUUGGGHHHH!!! I really identified with y'all who wrote a while back of the tight undies. Well,stop smoking,,,, that ain't the f****ng half of it! Never in my life have I been this heavy,smoking cessation,... my thighs are thick now and I look pregnant! I've been working out for 5 months (1 month off) WTF??!!I've gone from size small to med. and now I need to move along......... Does it ever go away?? So I must be solid as opposed to "flabby"? I surely do love my food now and I try not to over do - and am conscious of nutrition labeling........... Okay I am done! Someone please make me feel better. Off to order new mumu's!LovePam