SOS!!!

Husband and I have apparently declared war. My relaxing day has turned into the day from Hell. My emotions are all over the place and a good part of this afternoon was spent sitting on my bed crying, shaking and telling myself smoking wouldn't help. I had one moment where It just sent me reeling I still can't believe I'm still smoke free that is a miricle in itself. I keep reminding myself that smoking won't fix anything,Herbal cigarettes, and that I pledge I wouldn't smoke today...but my emotions are in such turmoil I have moments of anger and upset and just think..to hell with it. Who cares. Those are the thoughts that really scare me, I don't think I'm above caving into them. I just plain and simply don't trust myself right now not to smoke.So I'm posting this SOS just to try to help firm me up in the areas where I'm wavering and being led by my volatile emotions of the moment.What a day for hubby to not only be smoking in front of me,quit smoking, but to have turned into the