Tuesday, July 27, 2010
My Temper
was just itching to get out today. Just woke up cranky. Seems the last couple of days, I've wanted to smoke and I'm used to that, but it was making me be short tempered and just really wanted to punch something. Mostly Daniel, if I was to be completely honest, but I'd never do that to him, or anyone, for that matter.So, I just went for a run. I haven't made myself run willingly since high school. It's one of the hottest days of the year,smoking cessation, so I grabbed a water bottle and just went out and ran. All that stupid anger, just eating away at me, every little thing just fanning the flames of my temper a little more each time something happened, and I just had to run it out. I'm sure it wasn't pretty looking, and I just don't care. My lungs felt GREAT!! I started and thought, well, in two blocks I'll either be lying on the hot hot sidewalk gasping for dear mercy,Herbal cigarettes, or I'll keep going.My lungs still felt great when I got two blocks away, so I went 1 more, before I walked a little. Then ran another 2 blocks.I feel better, I'm most happy about how my chest feels. I'm not hacking!!I never thought I'd get here. 66 Days never felt so good!! Thanks guys for listening!!
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