Monday, July 26, 2010

kim's update - day 3

Today at work it finally happened – a HUGE craving attack. Up until then it was more of a constant unsettled zero contentment feeling. I work as a personal chef, and every morning after I’m done preparing breakfast; I head outside with my steaming hot coffee and cigarette. It is like a little reward for myself. I had absolutely no idea what to do with myself today after breakfast. I felt like I was going crazy. I ended up calling my partner. And guess what – it passed! I got to return to the unsettled feeling. Geesh. I’m just trying to trust that it really will get better…2 days, 18 hours,stop smoking, 54 minutes,Herbal cigarettes, 7 seconds, 69 cigs not smokedBy the way, i CAN'T believe that i would have smoked 69 cigs. what!? that grosses me out.i have been reading a lot of the board. thanks to everyone for all the support.

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